1 Cor. 15:9, 10<\/p>\n
\u201cI am the least of the Apostles, that am not meet to be called an Apostle, because I persecuted the Church of God. But by the grace of God I am what I am: and His grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I laboured more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.<\/i>\u201d<\/p>\n
TO-DAY we commemorate, not the whole history of St. Paul, nor his Martyrdom, but his wonderful Conversion. Every season of his life is full of wonders, and admits of a separate commemoration; which indeed we do make, whenever we read the Acts of the Apostles, or his Epistles. On this his day, however, that event is selected for remembrance, which was the beginning of his wonderful course; and we may profitably pursue (please God) the train of thought thus opened for us.<\/p>\n
We cannot well forget the manner of his conversion. He was journeying to Damascus with authority from the chief priests to seize the Christians, and bring them to Jerusalem. He had sided with the persecuting party from their first act of violence, the martyrdom of St. Stephen; and he continued foremost in a bad cause, with blind rage endeavouring to defeat what really was the work of Divine power and wisdom. In the midst of his fury he was struck down by a miracle, and converted to the faith he persecuted. Observe the circumstances of the case. When the blood of Stephen was shed, Saul, then a young man, was standing by, \u201cconsenting unto his death,\u201d and \u201ckept the raiment of them that slew him.\u201d1 Two speeches are recorded of the Martyr in his last moments; one, in which he prayed that God would pardon his murderers,\u2014the other his witness, that he saw the heavens opened, and Jesus on God\u2019s right hand. His prayer was wonderfully answered. Stephen saw his Saviour; the next vision of that Saviour to mortal man was vouchsafed to that very young man, even Saul, who shared in his murder and his intercession.<\/p>\n
Strange indeed it was; and what would have been St. Stephen\u2019s thoughts could he have known it! The prayers of righteous men avail much. The first Martyr had power with God to raise up the greatest Apostle. Such was the honour put upon the first-fruits of those sufferings upon which the Church was entering. Thus from the beginning the blood of the Martyrs was the seed of the Church. Stephen, one man, was put to death for saying that the Jewish people were to have exclusive privileges no longer; but from his very grave rose the favoured instrument by whom the thousands and ten thousands of the Gentiles were brought to the knowledge of the Truth!<\/p>\n
1. Herein then, first, is St. Paul\u2019s conversion memorable; that it was a triumph over the enemy. When Almighty God would convert the world, opening the door of faith to the Gentiles, who was the chosen preacher of His mercy? Not one of Christ\u2019s first followers. To show His power, He put forth His hand into the very midst of the persecutors of His Son, and seized upon the most strenuous among them. The prayer of a dying man is the token and occasion of that triumph which He had reserved for Himself. His strength is made perfect in weakness. As of old, He broke the yoke of His people\u2019s burden, the staff of their shoulder, the rod of their oppressor.1 Saul made furiously for Damascus, but the Lord Almighty \u201cknew his abode, and his going out and coming in, and his rage against Him;\u201d and \u201cbecause his rage against Him, and his tumult, came up before Him,\u201d therefore, as in Sennacherib\u2019s case, though in a far different way, He \u201cput His hook in his nose, and His bridle in his lips, and turned him back by the way by which he came.\u201d2 He \u201cspoiled principalities and powers, and made a show of them openly,\u201d3 triumphing over the serpent\u2019s head while his heel was wounded. Saul, the persecutor, was converted, and preached Christ in the synagogues.<\/p>\n
2. In the next place, St. Paul\u2019s conversion may be considered as a suitable introduction to the office he was called to execute in God\u2019s providence. I have said it was a triumph over the enemies of Christ; but it was also an expressive emblem of the nature of God\u2019s general dealings with the race of man. What are we all but rebels against God, and enemies of the Truth? what were the Gentiles in particular at that time, but \u201calienated\u201d from Him, \u201cand enemies in their mind by wicked works?\u201d1 Who then could so appropriately fulfil the purpose of Him who came to call sinners to repentance, as one who esteemed himself the least of the Apostles, that was not meet to be called an Apostle, because he had persecuted the Church of God? When Almighty God in His infinite mercy purposed to form a people to Himself out of the heathen, as vessels for glory, first He chose the instrument of this His purpose as a brand from the burning, to be a type of the rest. There is a parallel to this order of Providence in the Old Testament. The Jews were bid to look unto the rock whence they were hewn.2 Who was the especial Patriarch of their nation?\u2014Jacob. Abraham himself, indeed, had been called and blessed by God\u2019s mere grace. Yet Abraham had remarkable faith. Jacob, however, the immediate and peculiar Patriarch of the Jewish race, is represented in the character of a sinner, pardoned and reclaimed by Divine mercy, a wanderer exalted to be the father of a great nation. Now I am not venturing to describe him as he really was, but as he is represented to us; not personally, but in that particular point of view in which the sacred history has placed him; not as an individual, but as he is typically, or in the way of doctrine. There is no mistaking the marks of his character and fortunes in the history<\/i>, designedly (as it would seem) recorded to humble Jewish pride. He makes his own confession, as St. Paul afterwards: \u201cI am not worthy of the least of all Thy mercies.\u201d1 Every year, too, the Israelites were bid to bring their offering, and avow before God, that \u201ca Syrian ready to perish was their father.\u201d2 Such as was the father, such (it was reasonable to suppose) would be the descendants. None would be \u201cgreater than their father Jacob,\u201d3 for whose sake the nation was blest.<\/p>\n
In like manner St. Paul is, in one way of viewing the Dispensation, the spiritual father of the Gentiles; and in the history of his sin and its most gracious forgiveness, he exemplifies far more than his brother Apostles his own Gospel; that we are all guilty before God, and can be saved only by His free bounty. In his own words, \u201cfor this cause obtained he mercy, that in him first Jesus Christ might show forth all long-suffering, for a pattern<\/i> to them which should hereafter believe on Him to life everlasting.\u201d4<\/p>\n
3. And, in the next place, St. Paul\u2019s previous course of life rendered him, perhaps, after his conversion, more fit an instrument of God\u2019s purposes towards the Gentiles, as well as a more striking specimen of it. Here it is necessary to speak with caution. We know that, whatever were St. Paul\u2019s successes in the propagation of the Gospel, they were in their source and nature not his, but through \u201cthe grace of God which was with him.\u201d Still, God makes use of human means, and it is allowable to inquire reverently what these were, and why St. Paul was employed to convert the Heathen world rather than St. James the Less, or St. John. Doubtless his intellectual endowments and acquirements were among the circumstances which fitted him for his office. Yet, may it not be supposed that there was something in his previous religious history which especially disciplined him to be \u201call things to all men?\u201d Nothing is so difficult as to enter into the characters and feelings of men who have been brought up under a system of religion different from our own; and to discern how they may be most forcibly and profitably addressed, in order to win them over to the reception of Divine truths, of which they are at present ignorant. Now St. Paul had had experience in his own case, of a state of mind very different from that which belonged to him as an Apostle. Though he had never been polluted with Heathen immorality and profaneness, he had entertained views and sentiments very far from Christian, and had experienced a conversion to which the other Apostles (as far as we know) were strangers. I am far indeed from meaning that there is aught favourable to a man\u2019s after religion in an actual unsettlement of principle, in his lapsing into infidelity, and then returning again to religious belief. This was not St. Paul\u2019s case; he<\/i> underwent no radical change of religious principle. Much less would I give countenance to the notion, that a previous immoral life is other than a grievous permanent hindrance and a curse to a man, after he has turned to God. Such considerations, however, are out of place, in speaking of St. Paul. What I mean is, that his awful rashness and blindness, his self-confident, headstrong, cruel rage against the worshippers of the true Messiah, then his strange conversion, then the length of time that elapsed before his solemn ordination, during which he was left to meditate in private on all that had happened, and to anticipate the future,\u2014all this constituted a peculiar preparation for the office of preaching to a lost world, dead in sin. It gave him an extended insight, on the one hand, into the ways and designs of Providence, and, on the other hand, into the workings of sin in the human heart, and the various modes of thinking in which the mind is actually trained. It taught him not to despair of the worst sinners, to be sharp-sighted in detecting the sparks of faith amid corrupt habits of life, and to enter into the various temptations to which human nature is exposed. It wrought in him a profound humility, which disposed him (if we may say so) to bear meekly the abundance of the revelations given him; and it imparted to him a practical wisdom how to apply them to the conversion of others, so as to be weak with the weak, and strong with the strong, to bear their burdens, to instruct and encourage them, to \u201cstrengthen his brethren,\u201d to rejoice and weep with them; in a word, to be an earthly Paraclete<\/i>, the comforter, help, and guide of his brethren. It gave him to know in some good measure the hearts of men<\/i>; an attribute (in its fulness) belonging to God alone, and possessed by Him in union with perfect purity from all sin; but which in us can scarcely exist without our own melancholy experience, in some degree, of moral evil in ourselves, since the innocent (it is their privilege) have not eaten of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.<\/p>\n
4. Lastly, to guard against misconception of these last remarks, I must speak distinctly on a part of the subject only touched upon hitherto, viz. on St. Paul\u2019s spiritual state before his conversion. For, in spite of what has been said by way of caution, perhaps I may still be supposed to warrant the maxim sometimes maintained, that the greater sinner makes the greater saint.<\/p>\n
Now, observe, I do not allege that St. Paul\u2019s previous sins made him a more spiritual Christian afterwards, but rendered him more fitted for a particular purpose<\/i> in God\u2019s providence,\u2014more fitted, when converted, to reclaim others; just as a knowledge of languages (whether divinely or humanly acquired) fits a man for the office of missionary, without tending in any degree to make him a better man. I merely say, that if we take two men equally<\/i> advanced in faith and holiness, that one of the two would preach to a variety of men with the greater success who had the greater experience in his own religious history of temptation, the war of flesh and spirit, sin, and victory over sin; though, at the same time, at first sight it is of course unlikely that he who had experienced all these changes of mind should<\/i> be equal in faith and obedience to the other who had served God from a child.<\/p>\n
But, in the next place, let us observe, how very far St. Paul\u2019s conversion is, in a matter of fact, from holding out any encouragement to those who live in sin, or any self-satisfaction to those who have lived in it; as if their present or former disobedience could be a gain to them.<\/p>\n
Why<\/i> was mercy shown to Saul the persecutor; he himself gives us the reason, which we may safely make use of. \u201cI obtained mercy, because I did it ignorantly in unbelief.\u201d1 And why was he \u201cenabled\u201d to preach the Gospel? \u201cBecause Christ counted him faithful.\u201d We have here the reason more clearly stated even than in Abraham\u2019s case, who was honoured with special Divine revelations, and promised a name on the earth, because God \u201cknew him, that he would command his children and his household after him, to keep the way of the Lord, to do justice and judgment.\u201d2 Saul was ever faithful, according to his notion of \u201cthe way of the Lord.\u201d Doubtless he sinned deeply and grievously in persecuting the followers of Christ. Had he known the Holy Scriptures, he never would have done so; he would have recognised Jesus to be the promised Saviour, as Simeon and Anna had, from the first. But he was bred up in a human school, and paid more attention to the writings of men than to the Word of God. Still, observe, he differed from other enemies of Christ in this, that he kept a clear conscience, and habitually obeyed God according to his knowledge. God speaks to us in two ways, in our hearts and in His Word. The latter and clearer of these informants St. Paul knew little of; the former he could not but know in his measure (for it was within him), and he obeyed it. That inward voice was but feeble, mixed up and obscured with human feelings and human traditions; so that what his conscience told him to do, was but partially true, and in part was wrong. Yet still, believing it to speak God\u2019s will, he deferred to it, acting as he did afterwards when he \u201cwas not disobedient to the heavenly vision,\u201d which informed him Jesus was the Christ.1 Hear his own account of himself:\u2014\u201cI have lived in all good conscience before God until this day.\u201d \u201cAfter the most straitest sect of our religion, I lived a Pharisee.\u201d \u201cTouching the righteousness which is in the Law, blameless.\u201d2 Here is no ease, no self-indulgent habits, no wilful sin against the light,\u2014nay, I will say, no pride. That is though he was doubtless influenced by much sinful self-confidence in his violent and bigoted hatred of the Christians, and though (as well as even the best of us) he was doubtless liable to the occasional temptations and defilements of pride, yet, taking pride to mean, open rebellion against God, warring against God\u2019s authority, setting up reason against God, this he had not. He \u201cverily thought within himself that he ought to do many things contrary to the name of Jesus of Nazareth.\u201d Turn to the case of Jews and Gentiles who remained unconverted, and you will see the difference between them and him. Think of the hypocritical Pharisees, who professed to be saints, and were sinners; \u201cfull of extortion, excess, and uncleanness;\u201d3 believing Jesus to be the Christ, but not confessing Him, as \u201cloving the praise of men more than the praise of God.\u201d4 St. Paul himself gives us an account of them in the second chapter of his Epistle to the Romans. Can it be made to apply to his own previous state? Was the name of God blasphemed among the Gentiles through him?\u2014On the other hand, the Gentile reasoners sought a vain wisdom.1 These were they who despised religion and practical morality as common matters, unworthy the occupation of a refined and cultivated intellect. \u201cSome mocked, others said, We will hear thee again of this matter.\u201d2 They prided themselves on being above vulgar prejudices,\u2014on being indifferent to the traditions afloat in the world about another life,\u2014on regarding all religions as equally true and equally false. Such a hard, vain-glorious temper our Lord solemnly condemns, when He says to the Church at Laodicea, \u201cI would thou wert cold or hot.\u201d<\/p>\n
The Pharisees, then, were breakers of the Law; the Gentile reasoners and statesmen were infidels. Both were proud, both despised the voice of conscience. We see, then, from this review, the kind of sin which God pities and pardons. All sin, indeed, when repented of, He will put away; but pride hardens the heart against repentance, and sensuality debases it to a brutal nature. The Holy Spirit is quenched by open transgressions of conscience and by contempt of His authority. But, when men err in ignorance, following closely their own notions of right and wrong, though these notions are mistaken,\u2014great as is their sin, if they might have possessed themselves of truer notions (and very great as was St. Paul\u2019s sin, because he certainly might have learned from the Old Testament far clearer and diviner doctrine than the tradition of the Pharisees),\u2014yet such men are not left by the God of all grace. God leads them on to the light, in spite of their errors in faith, if they continue strictly to obey what they believe to be His will. And, to declare this comfortable truth to us, St. Paul was thus carried on by the providence of God, and brought into the light by a miracle; that we may learn, by a memorable instance of His grace, what He ever does, though He does not in ordinary cases thus declare it openly to the world.<\/p>\n
Who has not felt a fear lest he be wandering from the true doctrine of Christ? Let him cherish and obey the holy light of conscience within him, as Saul did; let him carefully study the Scriptures, as Saul did not; and the God who had mercy even on the persecutor of His saints, will assuredly shed His grace upon him, and bring him into the truth as it is in Jesus,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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